the pain lies within #repostFrom2013

 

Once upon a time I knew happiness , 
But one way or another it was replaced by bitterness, 
I lost touch with all & now am filled with emptiness .... 
Empty because all that I was , am not anymore
Can hardly recognize myself . 
My mindset is all about what I wish would be 
Things I dream but never see
Shattered life,shattered dreams, shattered me..... 
Call me the living dead 
To me life is just a figment in the human head
..And everyday I wish it would come to and end....... 
Its pointless, meaningless .... 
:( I been robbed off my dignity 
They stripped me off and took away my virginity
My innocence gone and them demons him my divinity 
Got possessed and lost touch of reality
They defiled me physically & emotionally 
Weakened me mentally 
Tormented me spiritually .... 
... Shut me up and told me if I tell I die ! But seriously nigger, you damn killed me already! 

#Ruddietude @RuddieZambia @MarthaNakazwe