Misplaced emotions.
.....
I swear am Lost!
Lol, yeah. lost! Somewhere. Not sure where , but it's dark, quiet with just a little air and I somewhat don't even care.
Opps!!!! I said it too loud. Dang! Even the walls have ears right?
Dear Diary, like I said "I somewhat don't even care".
Those little voices keep whispering to me.
I try to understand them , really, I do but ......
Shhhhhh !!!! "Quiet" I tell my heart beat, "you beat too loud".
My adrenaline is unstoppable, what next is coming my way?
Crippled by my anxiety, but then agian, the thrill is addictive and so is pain.
Could this be it? Could this be what he felt before his last breath ? Worthless ?Daddy ........ I wish you were here to hug me today and tell me it will be okay. As much as it hurts , I wish I could have tea with you on Father's day.
#ThisTooShallPass
#Ruddietude
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