#EmotionlessEmotions PartVi

The pain inside is what drives us. We cover our scars with smiles and tattoos. We skip all sad moments, and just live in the moment with hopes that when we close our eyes to sleep, we really sleep and not be haunted by the realities of what really is.
Life is what it is......

"This Too Shall Pass" , I always remind myself  . It always does. It really always does.

On that path of bliss where even the wrong things feel right. The right things are just right .
But just in a twinkle of an eye it's all just a bunch of memories. Memories I chose not to remember.
Suppressing it all in and pretending it was all just a figment of my imagination. But Rain gets it, though only I can see her. She's not imaginary,She's real. I can feel her next to me every time I need her.

Oh dear me, as cold as one can ever be. Filled with the fear of allowing man to warm me.

Oh dear me, through pain comes strength but sometimes I feel me weakening. 

To be continued........  #Ruddietude 

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